fooled into thinking
tricked into breathing
deceived into believing
why do i stumble and stuff up more than i actually take effective and healthy steps? i cannot go a day without sin, without guilt, without doubt. i cannot live an hour of purity. i don't have any answers.
might change blog name to "lost and losing".
God,
sing to me of the plans...
"a war's already waged for my destiny
but You've already won the battle
and You've got great plans for me."
but You've already won the battle
and You've got great plans for me."
- Francesca Battistelli
may I be forgiven. may I forgive. may we grow and persevere to love.
for your glory, let me rise from these ashes, from the debris of a crumbling bond.
use my words to build up and bless.
use my hands to touch and serve.
use my feet to go and carry.
use my heart to love.
this is how i was feeling today and this week. why am i so broken, why do i continually try to take control of the person god made me and distort him into what the world approves of?
ReplyDeletegod is a miracle worker, of that im sure and live in hope. we need to let go, and live in surrender to grace. somehow! god is reshaping your dimensions, contorting you in ways you did not know, but he does casue he made you. he is prunning the things not of him, he is chiseling gradually because he knows and sees the beauty underneath.
may we both let go and allow god to cultivate our hearts to better love him.